Feb 8

by meghan, 02-08-2006, 10:04 PM

Before I went in front of Medium Joel I meditated in the main hall waiting for the first time line to be called. I heard a lot of commotion so I opened my eye and there was John of god do a physical surgery on stage. Apparently he has not done one in a while. He almost always calls second time line first but this morning he called first time line first. Today I went in front of John of God or Medium Joael and let me tell you the energy transmited from this guy is increadible. I had my list translated and waited in line. As I entered the room, you must pass thru the current room and then the entity room before you get to John of God in his chair. Both of these room are filled with people like me dressed in white with their eyes closed. John uses the current, or energy of all of these people to help perform surgeries because it is painful for the entities to be inside him and to work within us. They vibrate at a much higher level and we vibrate at a much lower level. <br> <br>I felt lifted off the floor. I had it planned that I was going to shake his hand as I approached, he would read my list and then give me direction and it would be translated into english. By the time I turned the bend I could feel him figuring me out. When I approached him his eye looked right through my soul and he said four crystal baths and surgery this Friday morning. The english translator said this obviously as he dragged me away. I have never had someone look so deeply into my soul but when you look at him you see somthing so out of place in the physical body. Its like seeing my physical body, walking up to me and it not being me it was someone else. Thats the best way to explain it. You have to see this man....he is just a physical body and there is something inside him....working thru him.....its the strangest thing I have ever encountered.<br><br>So I get my surgery this Friday and I need two more crystal baths before then. I was so exhausted after that I came back to the pausada and pasted out. I had a friend wake me and I spend the second part of my day in the current room. Lots of energy in that room. Thats were everyone passes thru to see JOG. You have to meditate and keep your arms and legs uncrossed and eyes closed the entire time other wise you break the current and they ask you to leave. This lasted two hours. I had two crystal bath sessions at 5pm and then had dinner. Its been a long tiring day. lots of love. sorry for the spelling errors. I cant find spell check and the key board is different. m.

Feb 7

by meghan, 02-07-2006, 11:19 PM

So today was amazing. I voluteered this morning at the casa and helped peel veggies for the blessed soup that is handed out at the Casa on Wed-Fri. I wound up getting paired up with a chiropractor who knows a great friend of mine and who also practices in the east bay....small world. I felt the entities work on me for the first time today. At first it felt like someone was tapping my leg, then it felt like someone was working on my eye. After my meditation I felt different, dizzy and my hands were white. My chest pain came back the day before I left on the plane and has been with me ever since. Today I asked for it to go away along with other things and placed it in the prayer triangle. Every time I place my head in the middle of the triangle I feel as though my head is being sucked into a time warp.....you have to be here to experience this. I got a crytal bath which was emotional and relaxing all at the same time. On my way home as I exited the Casa I saw the biggest rainbow ever...it was the thickest and longest thing I have ever seen....and of course I didn~t have my camera.<br><br>Tomorrow I will go before one of the many entities that will be in John of God. The three things I will ask him are 1. Will you cure my cancer and tumors 2. Will you cure all other sickness in my body 3. Please remove all barriers to my deep sense of happiness.<br><br>I had written a way more extensive 3 things but my guide have instructed that I shorten them because you get very little time with John and the entities already know who you are and what you need worked on. So if I dont email for a few days you will know that I got a surgery and I will keep touch soon. Lots of love and I have been praying for you all too...of course after prayers for myself.

Feb 6

by meghan, 02-06-2006, 07:59 PM

Hello everyone. As I write it is pouring rain. There was an incredible thunder and lightening storm last night. I have found that I dont sleep much while Im here. I think that is because the entities work on me at night. I will be in a dead sleep and then my eyes pop open. I went to sleep at 11pm last night and woke up at 1am, 3am, 6am. It is a very unique waking experience. I alway close my eyes right after I wake up because the entities cant work on you with your eyes open. I can sometime feel them in the room. I had a crystal bath today which was amazing. It was an energizing experience. There are seven crystal that are pointed at the seven chakras of the body and when you lay down they turn them on. There are light beams through the crystals and they are all different color. I meditated at the casa twice today and took a nap in the middle of the day. Im about to have dinner and head back to the casa at 8pm for a gathering...its in portuguese....so I will just meditate a little more. I feel all of your love and prayer. Much of the same tomorrow. I will finally get to see John of God on Wednesday. Much love. Meghan

Feb 5

by meghan, 02-05-2006, 11:37 PM

Well so far it has been an amazing experience in Brazil. I spend most of my time at the Casa (the center were John of God comes to heal on Wed, Thur,Fri) and at the pausada (the hotel). I woke up had breakfast, napped in my room, went to the casa, came back for lunch, napped again, and hung around the pausada, had dinner and went back to the casa and now Ím back at the pausada. <br><br>One thing I forgot to mention was on my walk to the casa with Diana for the first time yesterday we were walking through town and she was showing around and how to get to the casa. All of a sudden I began to cry. tears streaming down my face...I thought I might miss Sally or I was tring to figure out why I was cring and thats when Diana said we are here.....here are the casa gates. I knew then why I cried...there was so much energy, and love that hit me all at once.<br><br>I will sign myself up for the crystal bath for monday and tuesday and then of course see John of God Wed-Fri. I love you all and miss you all. Until next time. meg

Feb 4

by meghan, 02-04-2006, 09:42 PM

Hey everyone. I just wanted to post an email to let you all know I am here saftely. It was a long flight with some delay but it all worked out perfectly. I think I`ve been up for two day and Í´m waiting for a few more hours before I go to sleep. I will write more tomorrow. Love you all. <!--emo&:P--><img src='http://meghanmckenna.com/mb/style_emoticons/default/tongue.gif' border='0' valign='absmiddle' alt='tongue.gif'><!--endemo-->

Feb 2

by meghan, 02-02-2006, 08:03 PM

Wow. It feels great to be back. I lost touch with my physical self for a good week. I know I'm back to normal if my appetite is back this morning. It will be a good day. <br><br>I just want to send out a few special thank yous. Thanks Sally for taking care of me every morning and night but mostly for putting up with me every day, without you life wouldn't be interesting and full of light. I love you. Thanks Tracey for bringing over food when I could barely get out of bed, thanks mar for driving over to do transcripts, thanks mom for cleaning, and doing laundry, thanks Dad and Misako for driving me to appointments, letting me stay in your warm house, making great chicken noodle soup, and for getting me a nice, new, fluffy, WARM, down comforter. Thanks Aunt Elaine for going to all of my appointment with me, and helping me with all of the not so fun stuff. And thanks to everyone who has sent energy, prayers and thoughts my way. I love you all. <br><br>Yes I'm off to Brazil tomorrow. I haven't really mentally prepared myself for this trip...since I've been sick for the past week. I'm just starting to get excited. I know I will learn a lot about myself spiritually and emotionally....I just hope the physical manifestations come along with it. I believe when you have emotionally and spiritually cleared your self, physical manifestation no longer need to exist. So in essence this journey is about soul healing. Healing from within, going within, listening within, believing within and trusting within. And that is what I am going to do. <br><br>I want to thank Sally for making this all possible. Thank you for all of your financial, emotional and spiritual support need to take this trip. <br><br>

Jan 10-Feb 1

by meghan, 02-01-2006, 07:12 PM

Since I last wrote a few things have happened. Sally's mom took us to Puerto Vallarta on vacation for 10 day. It was great. We got to relax, swim and get away from reality. The fun included water aerobics, bingo, surfing, hiking, a boat excursion, and lots of laying around. Sal and I knew of a incredible veggie buffet resturant that we at like every day. It was a blast. Thanks Sharon. <br><br>As soon as I came back to reality, I was overwhelmed with phone calls, emails and mail. My mom had jumped through hoops to get me an appointment to see Dr. O'day in Los Angeles a day after I got back.....she thought I got back on Sunday not Monday night. On my way to the airport I started feeling body aches and chills. I was getting the flu. By the time I had gotten to la and my brother picked me up I asked him to crank the heater and get me to the nearest bed. Needless to say I got really sick. I went through the appointment and made it home by 10pm. The next day I couldn't get out of bed, let alone be around any light. I was feverish, body aches, no appetite, cold and hating life through the Friday <br><br>My mom came up on Friday to come to my Dr. Smith appointment and to help me clean etc because I was sick. I woke up sat feeling somewhat better but had to start taking one last round of oral chemo. Now up until this point this chemo has never affected me.....well it did now. Saturday morning about three hours after taking it in the morning I started dry heaving, and throwing up whatever liquid I had in my system. Let just say that I've been in this delirious state ever since. I've been in bed for most of the week unable to do much, let alone eat. I'm just trying to ride this chemo out...its a different type of sick. <br><br>Sorry to people I have not called back. I just haven't had the energy to tell anyone how I'm doing. I hope you understand. I've decided to cut my chemo one day short because I wanted to give my body at least two days to heal prior to going on an international flight (20 hours of travel) and being susceptible to other things. Plus I need to pack for Brazil and start thinking about my trip.<br><br>So the last few weeks have been miserable but the next few weeks will be incredible. I finally have the energy to get excited for my trip. YEAY! <!--emo&:D--><img src='http://meghanmckenna.com/mb/style_emoticons/default/biggrin.gif' border='0' valign='absmiddle' alt='biggrin.gif'><!--endemo-->

Jan 4-10

by meghan, 01-10-2006, 11:14 PM

A lot has transpired since I last wrote. Thanks to Sean and Mary Ann we can now post all of my audio recorded doctor meetings so that you know exactly what transpires when I go and see my team of oncologists. Just click on forum and scroll down to transcripts. I have not decided what western medicine to do yet but I will continue doing alternative therapies, including some new ones in the mean time and visit John of God in the beginning of February. Once I come back from Brazil I think I will know exactly where I need to be and what I need to do. As of right now I am focusing on meditation, grounding work and believe it or not speaking to my spiritual guides. I am preparing myself for my upcoming journey, not only to Brazil but my healing journey as well. I know I have a lot of spiritual support, its now time to tap into that. Once I have, I know I will be ready to make the right decision. I want to thank everyone for their support: cards, flowers, phone calls, emails, donations, donated airline miles for my trip to Brazil (thanks to my cousin Jason), prayers, meditations and all of the positive energy. It is all felt and greatly appreciated. I could not do this without each and everyone of you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I will keep you as updated as possible.

MEGHAN

by sally, 01-04-2006, 10:08 PM

You can send well wishes, etc... to address provided below or to Meghan via email at handsofmeghandi@yahoo.com<br><br>Meghan McKenna<br>416 Laurel Street <br>San Francisco, CA 94118<br><br>(415) 225-4263

Dec 5th-Jan 3rd

by meghan, 01-04-2006, 01:13 AM

Well I have not written for some time due to the fact that the holidays were crazy and because of the world wind of bad news I received. Just so all of you know I am in good spirits and I know I WILL pull through this. I have been through an amazing journey and have already learned so much about myself and life....I know there is much more to learn. As devastating as this all may seem cancer has been a blessing in disguise. I am beginning to learn how to deeply and truly love myself, be in integrity with myself and trust in myself. To be able to truly do this when your entire world is falling down around you creates an innate peace, strength, happiness, knowing and wisdom. When everything else fails you have yourself...the true essence of you. My eyes are seeing everything in a new light.. I am open to new possibilities that I never knew existed. Because in the end it is all about love, light and laughter....but is that how you choose to see it or live it?<br>I want to wish everyone love and a happy, health and prosperous New Year...because this year I will be cancer free.