September 26-October 2
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This week was interesting. What I learned is not to be so attached to an outcome. To trust and believe in my healing process. I need to love, accept and honor my feeling. I found out on Monday that the tumors in my lungs have increased in size by a cm or two. The are unsure if the increase is collapsed lung around the tumors or if the tumors got bigger and then got smaller. I had the initial ct in the beginning of may. It had been several months before I started chemo and all of my alternative therapies. We have no idea if the tumors increased in size and then decreased. So I am happy that I feel good and I have learned a lot about responding to and dealing with outcomes.

Other things that stand out for this week are Sally gave an incredible seminar on Wednesday....and 30 people showed up. I helped her out and had a great time listening to her speak. Its her first seminar and I know it won't be the last.

I went to a reiki circle on Thursday night. I had 10 people doing reiki on me all at one time. The session lasted an hour and a half. The most profound thing is that I saw something. It was a blue light and it was a male energy. He said there is no beginning and no end. He said you may now release all of the pain and suffering from past lives to present. I looked around in my minds eye and knew it was day time but when I looked up the sky was dark and it had stars in it. The male energy told me to look forward and there was a golden pyramid with an infinity sign in it. And that was it. Crazy I know.

Sal and I ran in the park and cleaned up the house on Saturday. Sunday sal went surfing with Dr. James and I took terra to the beach with them. Our friends had a going away organic brunch at their house...it was delicious. Afterward we all went to the castro street fair. We had a blast. tongue.gif
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